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yeah so idk i just spent an AMAZING day with my boyfriend!!!

we went and got our baby a light and then went to see HARRY POTTER(in a really weird english accent) and then got.....CURLY FRIES!!!..although casey wanted olive garden.

We also went to merritt and i got ot see my too prettys...
OOOH AND I GOT STARBUCKS!!!...JEALOUS!!!

yep so my day was amazing untill i had to come home early and mom said i could go anywhere cus shes a
bitch.

ILOVE IT!

I REALLY REALLY LOVE THAT BOY OF MINE. I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO WITHOUT HIM. HE KEEPS ME HAPPY. TOO BAD I HAVE OT LEAVE HIM. ID BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON IF I NEVER HAD TO LEAVE HIM. AWKWARD...NOT REALLY.

TODAY HAS BEEN REALLY GOOD!

i found out that Casey will be home tonight anddddd im so excited!!!
i get to hug him!!!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYAY!

yeah but im so nervous about telling my mom about my report card :/ gosh im nervous...but im going to tell her tomorrow so yeah...cross your fingers for me.

yeah so JV lost their last game and i bummmmmmed.

i officially hate everyone(except for my AAKMC). ESPECIALLY BOYS WHO PISS ME OFF AND MAKE ME CRY BY SAYING THEY DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE.(i mean seriously who does that!?)...but anyways.

report cards come out tomorrow :/ oh well whatcha gonna do. i need to try harder. but there goes me seeign casey at all. oh well im kinda over it right now anyways.


KAYLOVEYOUMUAH

So I have come to the realization that a lot of people think that me and casey are too serious & that we shouldnt be togeteher for this long. My mom thinks that and so does Eric, my dad, and a lot of other people. I have always thought that it was good that we are so close, but lately i have found myself thinking a lot " Are we too close ?" idk. Isnt it good that we are like we are or are we supposed to be one of those typical "high school relationships"? Isnt it good that we are still together or should we have broken up 7 months ago? Isnt it good that we take time to talk to each other and see each other or are we supposed to not care? Isnt it good that we love each other or is it impossible for teenagers to fall in love?

I am not sure right now how im supposed to feel. All i know is that my heart tells me i love him. and i cant change that nor do i want to.because even though sometimes we argue and get frustrated i still think we are perfect for each other. we are exactly alike and thats why we bump heads sometimes but in the end i think we are meant to be together.

idk but i really miss that boy.

Seperation breaks my heart.
only love can mend it.

i cant wait for my heart to be whole again.

caseys in tennessee and i miss him :(
gosh i love that kid so much he makes me so happy.i smile whenever i think about him. gosh i just love him so much im so happy i have him. hes such a wonderful person. i can tell him anything. hes the best husband ever. omg i love him so much. he makes my heart feel happy nomatter what my day was like. i love him.

yep so idk i kinda feel like a lot of people use this to complain and let eveyrone kow how sucky their life is and blah blah blah in hope that mayeb someone will comfort them. but i kinda need someone to talk to right now even if it cant talk back so here it goes.

( my lame story )

yep so hmm..idk...
lately i have been really upset over the fact that i cant se my love during the week i convinced myself that it wasnt going ot be that bad but it is...atleast for me it is...but whatever i guess.
gosh i miss that boy sooo much during the week and then i dont get to talk to him and i have cheerleading and uuughhh. i hate my mother shes so dumb. but i gues life definatly could be worse.


( yep so the other day me && liz went to ammons and took pictures )

yeah so yesterday I hung out with my beatiful liz and im sooo happy i got to see her!!
we talked about so many things and i loved it! we need to hang out more! yeah so one of the things we talked about was the drama thats going on between everyone and we both agreed on the fact that we didnt like it at all!!!

i dont understand any of it at all. Does everyone even know what started all of this?? && liz is right it is hard to not take sides becasue you feel like your forced to...( && im sorry to anyone who feels like i have :])....idk i'm so heartbroken thinking about how everyone is broken up. it breaks my heart when i see people who used to be best friends all fight like everyone is....and if anyone has something to say about me & jordyn all i have ot say is; i still tell jordyn i love her & we dont call each other bitches and whatever..soo i mean...yeah; but we used to all be ladies and now we're...formed into little groups. & i saw a comment on someones LJ saying " how can you say mean things to someone you used to love"..or something like that...but seriously how can you?? it must be really hard.


i love you all so much & i hope my ladies are restored again. <3

so ...uhh i havent written in here in such a long time but
whatever. yeah so im sitting here next to my cute liz <3.
and we had fun tonight going ot rustys and hanging out with the boys.


yeah but i am just going ot say that i hate all of the
seperation that is going on with my ladies. its
so weird. and i love all of them and i dont want to
ever have to choose sides. i wish that everyone would just
make-up. i guess i just hate conflict/ drama/ anger. but
i guess i have no room to talk...me and jordyn....

oh well...

thats all......

<333

ok, so i pretty much hate how people decide that other peoples buisness is thiers .... but it not. I think that everyone should mind their own buisness and keep out of other peoples...ESPECIALLY MINE....

.........just a thought....

should you have to work and try and continue to make an effort to be someone friend..evenwhen there is no response? i dont think so...idk...

oh well....i just dont care anymore...but tomorrow ill be AWESOME because my pretty-faced sydney and i re going to get banana splits .....im excited..

...thats all...

OK..so my pretty sydney came over after school today....
we made some awesome fucking pie for my instructional video...
it was awesome....
while we were making he pie she was like
"hey i think i'll make alyssa a livejournal"...
and now here we are..



and that is pretty much all i have to say....